Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Not again

So today is CD12, and the first day of our EOD schedule; or so I thought. We BD'd twice today and...nothing. Arrrrrg! Each time took forever too. I am exhausted, and sore, and fed up. I am beginings to think that maybe this is just not meant to be.

It took me five years of waiting for dh to be ready to have a kid, then a year of ttc, 6 months of meds for azoo, and now this. I can't help but think "is someone trying to tell me something"


  1. i'm sorry you're having a bad day. NO ONE IS TRYING TO TELL YOU SOMETHING. i promise. the circumstances absolutely suck, but it doesn't mean anything more than some of us just have to work a lot harder than normal folks to have a baby. we'll get there. *believe*.

  2. I agree with Sienna. I told myself the same thing... that it was not meant to be: That God's plan was for me not to have a child.

    Hang in there. I know you will get your BFP. I know it!

  3. Thanks guys, I don't want to give up, but I feel like at every turn there is a road block. I just wonder why sometimes, you know?