So I have decided that we are going to do a "not really trying" kind of month. Otherwise known as, "make sure that we BD sometime in my fertile period enough to give me a slight chance but not enough to let DH know that we are Baby dancing". I thought that might be a kind of long title for a blog.
I am giving up on this trying to be ultra sensible lark. Intellectually I know that this month isn't going to result in baby, but who am I kidding? I can't let it go by with no attempt at all.
I have really enjoyed this ttc break. Honestly I really have. I know that I will love being pregnant and having a LO, but ttc SUCKS! The worrying, the stress, the disappointment, who would enjoy that? Well maybe women who get pregnant in a month or two, but definitly not me.
I may be taking another unscheduled ttc break after we get DH's SA results back later on in December, but for now it is, not on, but less off.
Hello, It's Me
9 years ago
I just found your blog... thanks for writing! I am in the same place this cycle- breaks are great! We are in limbo between being treated by my OB/GYN and moving on to a RE, so we are taking the opportunity to slack off and enjoy the month... so far so good :)
ReplyDeleteIsn't it funny how that works. When I heard that we couldn't even try for 3-6 months I was devistated, but it hasn't been nearly as bad as I thought it would be. I think I forgot how fast time can go by when your not counting the days by your cycle.
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